Chapter 56

One of the first experiences in my late 40's involved a match up on the net. He was young and I was old. He was looking for a daddy to suck and I wanted to get sucked. It seemed just perfect. I had wanted to act on the growing impulses of feeling a warm c*ck again. I had played when I was very young with a neighbor and played with an older guy when I was in high school and college. When I got married, it stopped and I never thought about it. I continued to masturbate at least once a day but I became more interested in lesbian scenes or regular fuck scenes. The internet brought greater opportunity to see anything I wanted. I started to look at some of the gay stuff and read some of the stories in magazines. When I traveled, I would buy Penthouse, a Lesbian Magazine and a Gay Magazine. I would masturbate looking at all of them. As time went on, my desire to feel another man's c*ck again got stronger. I was finally going to act on it. We talked for awhile as I did not want to go somewhere